I rescued you as you rescued me after my first divorce and together we have kept each other company till mom got sick. Even then you shared the rubs and snacks. You were always alone on storms even when you were afraid of them and I was never home. You went several months without mom […]

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We’re leaving together, But still it’s farewell And maybe we’ll come back To earth, who can tell? I guess there is no one to blame We’re leaving ground (leaving ground) Will things ever be the same again?

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Many know that I’m very alone and the normal things that make me happy like seeing Cassie and Joslyn and hanging out with Patrick just aren’t doing it. We approach July 17th which is my mother’s birthday and last day that she was not in the hospital. July 17th in the number 717 are tide […]

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I’ve not posted here about being let go from my long-time employer KOTV after nearly 15 years. I’ve been spending the last month lost and in severe depression. I’ve made it past mom dying, getting fired, Christmas, Thanksgiving, my birthday and Mother’s day mostly medicated. Approaching are her aniversery of her birthday and the start […]

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If you haven’t read the book or watched 13 hours worth of Netflix. I recommend you do. This series doesn’t justify the reason but shows the results of others actions and how they impact someone. I’m not making tapes or even planning on the same ending. I am however going to make those responsible know […]

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eyelid carcinoma T1 lab results.

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So everyone knows I try to give most of my core friends a Birthday card.. This year I sent one that was to be delivered today but I found out that it was left behind and I couldn’t have that so… I called my Minon hotline and got a damn cake for him and his […]

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I made it to 2017 without dying. I’m very disappointed. I’m lost, My new years eve I worked 16 hours and my date skipped out to earn a few dollars. I would have payed Her to keep me from being at home alone with no mother or significant other. I need to find a drunk […]

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Today I joined a coworker whom is in the same boat as myself to an extent and we saw Rouge One which is a solid Star Wars movie and had appetizers at a local restaurant that had room at the bar. We timed everything good except for a third person we had wanted to include […]

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This morning I gave mom’s Urn a hug and a silent prayer as I go back to bed. Lots of people offered for me to join their happy families but I’m not happy and it’s not going to rub off. I declined all offers except one where I am going to attempt to have breakfast […]

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