Last Tursday night while crossing with Josh that I was feeling really down and to summery if I quit or get fired I’d really have nothing to really be a goal. Last Friday (not kost recent) I get my phone blown up with my boss saying I need to contact HR. I reached out and […]

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You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of […]

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Beginning to think what some say is a “good fight” isn’t really that good. Josh had been helping me survive. Joe is pushing me close to a proverbial cliff. I tried to reach out to a few people but it seems everyone is not answering or going to bed already. (Started reaching out at 10p […]

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Failed a task after honest tries. I have failed again with work. I feel like a failure overall. Man, thr Lexapro has been keeping mood level but even with Lexapro i just wish I’d not have woken up with the hallway was on fire.

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Not a clue..

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From 911 call to the Calvary getting here was 10min from when I dialed 911 to firefighters kicking me to the driveway. They did check on me as I was a bit smokey. I cant say this enough. Get a fire extinguisher. My $20 investment 5 years or so ago saved my ass. No smoke […]

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Then I thought about getting a vape pen. A hot water tank went poof.. 1000085805.jpg 1000085815.mp4

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I’m thinking about staring in a movie starting Sting and Hunk Hogan. They both are my favorite people to be around. I worship them

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Today I took a massive (in girth) shit and OMG I swear it got me high afterwards. Not as in oder but released some chemistry in body. Anyway if this is the worst im posting than ok? I’ll not bore you with me collapsing twice last weekend and the massive bruises I’ve gotten. I’m not […]

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Who said no news is good news? This weekend I’m in Harrah watching and rooting for Abby closing her senior year with 3 events shes made it thru them all. Tomorrow hopefully have some more bling. Lexapro is tapering but still there. I have 1 molar left until I hit a red line. Here’s some […]

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