So I don’t know if I’ve touched base on my med situation we decided to change up and do a fairly dramatic change up. The new meds are dissolved under my tongue which the 1st week I have the 5mg dose for a week has the no-flavor version. This med dissolves and makes my mouth […]

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So over the last few days I’ve changed some meds around and after talking to my doctor she decided to take sleeping pills out of the equation which is utter bullshit and will probably be the reason I find a new doctor. She has me starting a new drug and by new I mean NEW […]

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Welcome to Monday the day I normally post on when not trying drug combo’s on. Today I got into the office a few minutes before Alan so I had a chance to take all of the systems down for a reboot and have them coming back up when he got there. Work has been busy […]

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I guess they were right its not possible to OD on some meds. at least the combos’ I’ve been trying. Guess theres next weekend to prefect it. I have nothing else to do but do drugs. now I have a nightime combo ready to take waiting till 3pm before taking it maybe I’ll sleep tonight

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I think I’m bi-polar the way these weeks are going. Found a awesome drug combo to get high if I ever wanted to. Again I’m not in it for that but nice to know I can see flying dragons and people floating around me for 8 hours if i decrease 1 dose and double another. […]

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So I just posted my drug list in case I do OD someone knows what combo did me in. But today was busy I’m getting more stressed because my boss is. I feel sorry for him because he keeps his cool and never causes a stink and the last week the producers have been screwing […]

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2 steps today.. Drugs are not good or helping. Sample of what I take before bed. 200mg Benadryl 20mg Melatonin 2mg The new Drug IDGASAD 100mg Doxylamine Succinate 6mg Lunesta 10mg Ambien 240mg Geodon and 10mg Valerian root All taken with a double dose of nyquel.. One of these days I’ll find a med that […]

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So today work was not as stressful but it still has a level of more to do than less to do. I had a major software glitch cause me to pull my hair out for a few hours and after I got home this evening found the patch for it. I’m not about to goto […]

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The Subject line pretty much sums up my life right now. I’m done with my major projects a boss who always emails or calls me when I don’t fit his standards and almost never get a “Thanks” or anything anymore. I have other supervisors that are more appreciative. I started a new drug as I […]

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