Today sucks

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I don’t know why but I want to give up today.

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Jan

But you have so much going for you!

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“‘You have so much going for you! You’re such a great person!’ What people fail to realize is that when I hear that, it makes me feel guilty for feeling this way and just makes the depression even worse, because I can’t get it together and appreciate what I have. It’s not like I don’t […]

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Jan

Thought

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My biggest fear is that one day you will see me the way I see myself.

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Jan

Details

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Until you stop focusing on the small things the big picture won’t appear. c4af91a1a06e113c240c0ac93a3d14d858b78e58.mp4

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Jan

I miss going to the movie theater.

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i miss the crowds and the popcorn. i miss planning my weekend around what movies were coming out. i miss the laughs and the hype. i miss the disappointment and the sadness. i miss the 10 PM thursday night showings with no one else in the room. i miss not caring about anything else for […]

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Jan

You know..

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Slowly wrapping things up. Password changes, updating social media, waiting on drugs from Mexico, trying to avoid the wet roads, and getting ready for inauguration followed by inoculations. I’ve almost got this chapter written and ready to close the book.

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Jan

Questions

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Will not make reply public. But if I check the AJ I set aside in a bad move 5 years ago does it expire and is it safe to drink or did the jug have a leak and now empty?

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Dec

Ghostwriters?

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This story wasn’t written by me but pretty much tells my story, Dec. 27, 2020, 4:30 AM ESTFor years, I’d assumed I would be completely incapable of functioning after my mom died. I had no idea what my life would or even could look like after that. I couldn’t imagine it, just like I couldn’t […]

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Dec

Seriously?

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So yesterday was pretty much a normal Friday. Card total for 2020 is at 1 for me 4 for my late mum. A former friend now acquaintance decided to advise me that her now adult son was digitizing her old beta videos for her Christmas present and stumbled across the only sex tape including me […]

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Dec