Suicide only really frightens those who are never tempted by it and never will be, for its darkness only welcomes those who are predestined to it. Georges Bernanos

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When I was writing some letters should something go south I came across an ironic explanation to why I’m still here. – Suicide is a form of murder – premeditated murder. It isn’t something you do the first time you think of doing it. It takes getting used to. And you need the means, the […]

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Worlds spinning fast. Desperately searching for an exit.

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I’m not sure whats next. I’ve lost all hope on returning to normal.

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“Aren’t you afraid of dying? Not really. I’ve watched lots of good-for-nothing, worthless people die, and if people like that can do it, then I should be able to handle it.” -Haruki Murakami

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I don’t know why but I want to give up today.

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“‘You have so much going for you! You’re such a great person!’ What people fail to realize is that when I hear that, it makes me feel guilty for feeling this way and just makes the depression even worse, because I can’t get it together and appreciate what I have. It’s not like I don’t […]

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My biggest fear is that one day you will see me the way I see myself.

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Until you stop focusing on the small things the big picture won’t appear. c4af91a1a06e113c240c0ac93a3d14d858b78e58.mp4

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i miss the crowds and the popcorn. i miss planning my weekend around what movies were coming out. i miss the laughs and the hype. i miss the disappointment and the sadness. i miss the 10 PM thursday night showings with no one else in the room. i miss not caring about anything else for […]

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