I posted a few blogs recently and I always find that at the start of every year I blog daily and that’s weird. Some things change over the years I get my 1st grey hair, I spend countless amounts of time staring at code that I wrote 4 years ago and have not a clue how I did. Of course this was back when I’d code 20hrs a day and ended up starting to leave myself notes for times just like this. I miss ambien.. well no I don’t because it doesn’t even affect me anymore.
I’ve got a few projects are are growing on me and 1 of them is going to cause some scuff about access rights at work to something. I’m not picky but today I got to see the code of what they want us to use and I’m pissed because I could have coded better in my sleep but were paying this company for it’s services. argh.
Anyway I’ve gotten some feedback on 1 of my posts and really don’t know how to address them. They bring up several valid points that affect me in some ways I’d not thought about. Do I really want to sit and wait for months? I’m a firm believer that I’ll run into “that someone” but just how much do I want to invest in that? With anything comes risks and additions that would take adjustments to get used to. Rules aren’t always important to me except for a few and I’m seriously thinking about breaking one of the biggest rules. Of course I’ll have to account to myself and my friends that I’ve failed in breaking of the rule. The ramifications are numerous and will follow me to my grave. BUT will I regret the choice I make? I believe that every rule has a reason to be made, maintained and guarded. But is there really ever a good reason to break one?
I need to find a book of exceptions and exemptions to see if I can use a scapegoat that I can hide under a velvet cover and when someone criticizes me I can pull the cover and have them instantly know what my intentions and thoughts are and were at the time. I know a few people I can contact to get advice on the topic and feel them out. I’ve asked Cassie and she has shed her opinions on it and she’s cryptic but she ultimately wants me happy. The choice will be mine however I don’t known when I render that choice. Have I already broken it for thinking about breaking it?
Anyway thats enough of my mental babble today since I’m sure soon enough if not already my thoughts will vanish as a silent keystroke.
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