Many know that I’m very alone and the normal things that make me happy like seeing Cassie and Joslyn and hanging out with Patrick just aren’t doing it. We approach July 17th which is my mother’s birthday and last day that she was not in the hospital. July 17th in the number 717 are tide too many things and occasions in my life being birthdays of Ex-Wives, mother among other occasions that are tied to that day and time. Having days of nothing to do and looking for what I want to do for next however long I’m on this Earth is kind of difficult when I don’t know if I want to be in Tulsa or if I want to move to Sweden or I want to going to Australia it just is very empty I don’t have anything here I mean there’s nothing here for me to take care of there’s nothing here for me to nurture there’s nothing here for me to watch over and there’s very few that watch over me. Just remember I’m a forever planner and anything that I plan will be thought through greatly and any body or anything that tries to interpret what my plan is will fail. My plan will go into effect when I want it to, and trust me if you know of my plan then it’s too late. Interpret this as a suicide note or a note of self harm or anything of the sort just say no to warning and caution to my friends and those who might stumble upon this website to not interfere and not jump to judgement quickly because jumping to judgment May trigger plans that are not in my best interest. The goal here is to move on and to leave a legacy and create a future.
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