As of Today Saturday the 1st there are 10 days left before transformation. I now have a firm date of May 11th. So I guess now I have a firm date I can get my hopes up again eh?

Today is Saturday, May 1, the 120th day of 2010. There are 10 days until Part 1 of project and 244 days left in the year.

I just got in from BWW with Evin watching the OKC Thunder lose to the LA Lakers with .05 seconds on the clock. I’ve been doing some research Friday and I am happy to announce that I’ll have an announcement today.

VISTA, Calif. (AP) — It’s a bad break-up — in the sex doll business. A San Diego County jury says the ex chief operating officer of a sex doll company must pay his former employer nearly $300,000. Jurors decided this week that Matt Krivicke broke his contract when he started his own love doll firm. Now, Abyss Creations says it will seek a court  order preventing Krivicke from selling his life-sized sex dolls, called Yvette and Adam. Abyss claims the sex dolls were based on stolen information.

Today is Friday, April 30, the 120th day of 2010. There are 245 days left in the year.

Happy payday. This week most of my $ goes to the big project that’s still on hold. This month was a 3 paycheck month so I have an extra paycheck to donate. Its Friday and I’m trying to get something to eat this morning because I sorta forgot to eat last night My hopes are that LT will pitch in for bagels and I’ll run and get them. I need to take my car to the dealership today to get the mirror worked on. I’m afraid they will have to replace the entire assembly and mirror which includes paint. I’m sure the $4 worth of paint will cost me a pretty penny. I dunno if the kids have any plans for tonight or not. I’m going to have nothing to do today so I might as well sleep. I can’t go to the gym due to storms this morning. Plus I have Nick Bender doing the 8am so Alan can jet for an event. I’m sure the graphics load will change for him plus he’s never worked with the new format. Work ended well and I was able to get home before the storms hit. I tried to take a nap with the sound of the pooring rain but it didn’t help at all. I’m probably going to go hang out @ BWW with Evin tonight to watch the Thunder and Lakers play. Got a note from Patrick that he might have found my mom a mothers day present so I’ve gotta call him when I know he’s awake. I hate that our schedules only mix on weekends not weekdays. I’m pondering how I’m going to tell the gym guy I’m giving my 30days notice. He’s really cool and such that I don’t want to give it up but the “new” has worn off and now I’m bored with it. I sure as hell hope I don’t get bored with my project when it starts back up. I have a tentative date for now and yes it would be my luck the only opening they have is SMACK DAB in the middle of sweeps. I dunno how I’m going to swing this being off for a few days and sweeps + severe weather season. I’ll release the new date once I get closer to the date because last time I got my hopes up and had them squished like a bug.

Today is Thursday, April 29, the 119th day of 2010. There are 246 days left in the year.

I’m thirsty today I’ve gone thru 104oz of water since 2am. last night I woke up AGAIN about 8pm and was wide eyed and awake. I did go back to bed but it took me a few to get back to sleep. I hope today continues like it has. Sweeps kickoff has been blah so far. Today they brought in a high school band to help us kick off sweeps in the parking lot and had the normal pep-talks. I skipped the gym and almost set on cxling it by next month. I can use the extra $ for something else now my weight loss is finished as long as I can maintain. Just watched tivo in the afternoon and got into bed by 6pm.

PORTLAND, Ore. (AP) — A dying Oregon comedian’s last words will be written on his cremation urns — and the message will be sponsored by People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals. The animal rights group has paid $200 to place ads blasting KFC and dog breeders on the urns that will hold the remains of Aaron Jamison, who is dying of colon cancer. The Springfield man offered the ad space earlier this month so
his wife wouldn’t be left with funeral costs. Since then, the $800 cremation cost has been covered, and
donations have helped pay some of Jamison’s medical bills. One of the PETA ads will say: “I’ve Kicked the Bucket — Have you? Boycott KFC.” The other reads: “People who Buy Purebred Dogs Really Burn Me Up. Always Adopt.”

Yo!

I had a basic morning except a nice 3 car collision that closed a major highway. I walked.. thats right walked to the gym and by the time I got there I was tired already. I did some elliptical and treadmill then came home. The gym is starting to lose its new and starting to get boring. You can only look out the same windows day after day and crap. I need a TV or something to watch 🙂 . Got home from the gym and crammed a load of oreos in my mouth and attempted to yet again take a nap. BUZZZ Nope not going to happen.. UGH I want to be lazy and worthless is that such a crime? Sweeps start tomorrow morning so all of the buildup to sweeps has been busy and now they are about to start all the buildup will stop and it will just be stress for 4 weeks. I’m working on 3 sweeps pieces and they are all but 1 are later in the month. It’s a fun thing sweeps.. Its how we figure out who’s #1 and how much we can charge our advertisers because they are on the #1 station. We have been #1 for the last 7 years but with cable news and such were not dropping but noone is really gaining ground on anyone. I think unless they switch to anchors and weather fokes in bikini’s then we might have some ratings gain and a ton drop. I always hope we do good because its nice to stay #1 and not having to play catchup altho we play like we have to catchup just so we don’t fall behind. Anyway there is your sweeps in Roxville.

Its 1:41p and I have to go back to work.. Ugh.. Will update later.

Today is Tuesday the something day of some month and there are a assload of days left in this year. (do the math)

Wheee the 2nd of 3 days in a row I have afternoon meetings but lets jump back to 2am shall we? I woke up a few minutes early before my alarm as normal and had the worst feeling like I was drugged. Well it seems I was 😉 I’ve been cycling my sleep meds since I started tolerating Lunesta I’m back on the wheel of drugs and last night was the next cog in the wheel. Were trying something new called Vistaril and its a OLD OLD drug but new to me. It’s benadryl on crack. I also spiked it with a shot of Jagermister and I think that was a bit much ;).. Anyway I had a groggy start to my day. I hit Whataburger and got a chocolate shake for breakfast. The shake machine was putting out like pure ice cream and it was so thick I couldn’t suck it thru a straw. I had a basic morning of a normal graphics load and no special stuff.. Now days we don’t have time to do the fun stuff anymore. We are changing how we do post-shows now so I’m getting to the gym earlier and getting more of a work-out but todays was cut short due to a glitch at work. I hate not being able to nap like I did before my weightloss, now I can’t take a nap to save my life.. I headed back to work about 1pm and worked on the current big project. I got out of work about 4 and hit chinese on the way home. So I have a stray cat that’s been visiting Dominoe and hanging on the deck while poor Dom is locked inside the screen and Dom threw a fit when I went out to feed the birds and the visitor was running around my legs. When I got back in I got a good talking to and I’ll not be playing with another kitty for a while or I’m going to get clawed. Anyway thats my day and now I’m going to goto bed skipping the jagermister this time but trust me there is a nice big bottle in my freezer and I’ve been getting quite a shot glass collection thanks to good friends. What was a joke has now turned into a collection.. G’night kids..

Today is Monday, April 26, the 116th day of 2010. There are 249 days left in the year.

Happy Monday? Well sofar so-so.. I hit up McD’s on the way in for very stale chicken nuggets. I’ve gained 2 pounds and I have meetings all day. My 9am meeting went quickly and without much pain. My 2pm was cxled and now I just have a 3pm meeting. I dropped by the gym and did 5 miles on treadmill and about 15min on the elliptical. At work we are doing another “Get Fit” thing and this time it’s logging steps via a pedometer each day you do 7.5k of steps gets you closer to 2 days off. We have a very public reporting system and I find it interesting that I work out, run, jog etc and I’m lucky to hit 10k but some in our organization are claiming 17k a day even on a weekend. I’m not accusing them of cheating but damn what am I doing wrong? I’m not the only one thats noticing this either. Anywho I’m done with that rant until I see what my co-workers on my team are pulling off. And to clarify since I’ve already earned 2 days off this year I’m not allowed to take another so I’m just doing it for pure fun.

What to do while waiting for my 3pm.. Hummmm I wish I was still sleeping all the time.

Today is Sunday, April 25, the 115th day of 2010. There are 250
days left in the year.

Had a hell of a time sleeping last night since I woke up several times and had a bitch of a time going back to sleep. I woke up and went to church alone because Cassie is running in a marathon in OKC. I saw mystery girl today and verified again she has a band on her ring finger I will be stepping back and not lusting after her anymore. I will however introduce myself without worrying about rejection ;).

I had a great idea for my sweeps package and came home to research it. Today turned out to be an odd day and I’m yet to discover why I went from happy to seriously EMO this evening. I’m not really at a loss but more of a blah. I’ve been every so excited about the girl at church, girl at work, girl another place. But in the matter of 72hrs It’s all been blown to bits. I hate to say that it takes a girl to make me happy but I think more or less the possibilities. I’ve not really gone EMO on this public blog but those from the old one know I’m nowhere near what I’ve been and I’m in a total turn around from the last 5 years but for some reason while surfing the net out on the back deck under the sun trying to read my screen it hit me that I am about to undertake a life changing project and I’m not sure how I feel about that. The small stuff going on really adds to it with sweeps starting Thursday also starting 3 new projects Monday and a week full of long days and severe weather before the weekend i guess its overwhelming. I hope I get so engrossed in my work I totally forget about my social life because I really need to get one again. I rarely go on a me o’ me rant but today is my allotted EMO rant. Now I’m going to goto bed and sleep for a few hours and if true to the past week wake up about 10pm and toss-turn until 2 just to wake up at 2:30 for work. I have a 9:15 meeting, 2:25 meeting and a 3pm meeting tomorrow. God this week is going to blow.