Today is Wednesday, May 5, the 125th day of 2010. There are 6 days until Part 1 of project and 240 days left in the year

Greetings, I had BK for the 2nd day in a row and damn it’s good. Not as unhealthy as McDonalds and about $.50 cheaper. I’m excited for today I might make the gym!..

So gym was non-event but it did feel good to workout. The gym guy wasn’t happy that I’m cxling on him but he said I can come back anytime w/o contract and I have till the 22nd to work out. I was going to goto a ballgame because they had a 10:05 am game at the new ballpark but it seems school kids and such sold the park out. I came home with the sunroof open and windows down! I’ve been doing more research and I’ve hit a wall. I have to choose between to treatment options and I have mixed feelings about what I want. I have to make this choice before treatment on Tuesday. I’ve started asking a few people’s opinions and such and they are giving me mixed answers which doesn’t help me a bit. I’m tempted to go buy a magic 8-ball and make my choice using it. Afterwards I can take it to work as a forecasting tool. Looks like the day before my procedure is going to be rocky.

SPC Outlook For Monday

I hope it gets out of her by Tuesday because I can’t really move my appointment. Anyway I’m jamming to a German radio station but if you work with me you know that already. I had Alan singing “Blah Blah Blah” by ke$sha today it was great. Anyway (that means I’m nearing the end of our conversation) I’ll think about posting later if not happy Wednesday.

I have added a link to my blog I ran from roughly 2006-2009 I went thru phases where I’d update every day or once a year. If you think I trust you enough please drop me a line rox at rox dot cc. It does have 2 passwords to get to it so I doubt you can hack it =)

LOS ANGELES (AP) — One of the producers of an independent movie about 1970s porn star Linda Lovelace says Lindsay Lohan has landed the leading role. Producer Wali Razaqi says the 24-year-old actress will play Lovelace, while Bill Pullman has been cast to play Hugh Hefner in the period drama “Inferno.” Razaqi tells The Los Angeles Times that the movie will be based on the life of Lovelace, who shot to fame with the landmark 1972 porno movie “Deep Throat.” He says the drama will delve into the “difficult stuff she went through and overcame.” Lovelace, whose real name was Linda Susan Boreman, starred in several adult films but gained stardom with the runaway hit “Deep Throat,” one of the first porn movies that reached into mainstream culture. She later denounced her pornography career and became a spokeswoman for the anti-pornography movement. (Copyright 2010 by The Associated Press. All Rights Reserved.)

Today is Tuesday, May 4, the 124th day of 2010. There are 7 days until Part 1 of project and 241 days left in the year.

Sleep.. OMG I slept from noon-5pm then 6p-2:45a It was grate.. I woke up well rested and ready to work. I’m amazed yesterday I only bitched at 1 person.

Today I need to take my car to the dealership once I get off work which will mean I’m skipping the gym again. I did cancel my membership and have until the end of the month to claim my stuff out of my locker. After the dealership I might try to get my bike out and see if its salvageable or I need to get a new one. I’m expecting breaking news this morning since I have a photog that is “editing his sweeps package” so my overnight photog has to babysit the AM reporter. So I got off work and headed to a dealership that I didn’t buy my car from to get my rear view mirror checked and they found a chip of plastic that was caught in the rotomotor. Yea and free fix however while it was in it seems there is a MAJOR recall on my car that the previous dealer that’s had it 2x has never done or messed with. I said I could get it done at another time but they said it was such a big item they had to keep my car until they replace the defective fuel filter that likes to catch on fire while driving and since they had it in stock they were repairing it. I wasn’t given a choice. After I got it fixed it was already 2pm so I headed home to have some BBQ (yummy) and mowed the back yard. I need to weed eat tomorrow but I have to borrow the 200ft power cord because I don’t own one.. I went to bed on time and was able to sleep thru the night w/o any issues. I think the fact I’ve not been eating when taking my med that requires food has fixed my sleeping issue. Ever since my diet I eat in the mornings and once in the afternoon but not in the evenings. *shrug*

Today is Monday, May 3, the 123rd day of 2010. There are 8 days until Part 1 of project and 242 days left in the year.

Well 8 days left before project part 1 is started. As you might have read my previous post warning anyone of my mood today you are warned. I for some reason couldn’t get or go to sleep. I think I played over 30 games of solitaire and tried to wear myself out. Nothing worked so about 2am I said screw it and took a nice long hot/cold shower and went for food and then to work. I took my meds before I left the house and that was a bad idea I’m still light headed as of 5:30 and damn I’m tired. A co-worker that’s been out for 7 weeks on maternity leave decided she was going to call in sick. WTF you have had how many weeks away from work and you call in sick when were staffed for her to be here. Now everyone has to do their shows plus compile her shows. When everyone comes in at midnight it makes things hard to do for noon. I feel sorry for them if life in sweeps isn’t hard enough the added stress of a employee calling in sick doesn’t help. a 5 line rant on someone calling in sick that calls in more than I did before rehab.

I’ve not slept since 3am Sunday morning. I tossed & turned all night. I got in bed about 7, phone rang about 9. I never went to sleep. I think I counted to 2,510 before I said f’ it and flipped over. I tried sleeping on my side, back, stomach and almost upside down. I took some heavy sleep med about 9pm as a last ditch effort and failed. Today is a prime example why I should have an ambien in a little glass bottle to break for an emergency*. I will go home after work and try to sleep again but I can only nap because I have to be back at work for 5/6 and possibly the 10. Then back to work again for Tuesday morning. I hate sweeps but love the OT.

* I don’t because I would break the bottle for small things unlike tonight/morning when I really needed it.

Today is Sunday, May 2, the 122nd day of 2010. There are 9 days until Part 1 of project and 243 days left in the year.

Happy May 2nd.. my May 1st was a day of rest. I slept from the time of my last post 12:30 am until this post 7am Sunday. I guess to say straight thru is a exaggeration so I’ll disclose that I did wake up and eat then returned to bed. Anyway I dunno why I was so tired but it seems I was. Now I’ve got 3 days worth of growth  to shave off before church and in desperate need of a shower. On Friday night I had a conversation with someone that has had what I’m having done and it was interesting because she has the same doctor as I do. Was nice to see results from a random subject. I do feel bad for asking her 10x questions in front of her friend.  I guess I’ll get up and around and shave considering my alarm to get up is still 45min away but there is only so much laying still and gong into dreamland to much. You know its fucked when you have a dream about a dream you had earlier on. I hate dreaming that a dream is real..
So I hate it when I get up early for church because there isn’t anything to do once your shaven, showered, cleaned there is nothing to do until 8:15 when its time to leave so now I have a whole 45min to do nothing. UGH! *ding* brilliant idea.. I’m letting my alarm playlist play and my phone is really not happy with me. It’s announcing the time and vibrating and beeping while playing a great song by Ke$ha. I wonder what it does after 5 minutes. Trust me this is an alarm you really can’t sleep thru. I cheated and made my announcement to be yesterday so I could say “10” days. I’ve gotten 90% of my research done and have a very basic idea of “I’ll not have a idea until I’m in the chair”. Lets see if I can make this post any more random shall we? I had a dream that I went fishing in the nude, well needless to say I had a bad cast and hooked umm yea .. that YOUCH!.. The blood was enough to wake me up. You have any idea how hard it is to got back to sleep after you throw on the lights and examine the said hooked spot and then you realized it had to be a dream because in my whole life I’ve been fishing a total of 5 times and thats including Dicks pond. (no correlation’s please). Ok see I could take this blog to the sewer in a moments notice and please trust me you don’t want any visual. YIKES Justin Beiber just came on my playlist.. I’m now suddenly suicidal because omg my ears are now burning and the fresh smell of blood in my nose. I really need to find something to do rather than typing my every thought down on a blog because no one is bored enough to have read this far so I could in therory declair my love for NKOTB and no one would ever know..

As of Today Saturday the 1st there are 10 days left before transformation. I now have a firm date of May 11th. So I guess now I have a firm date I can get my hopes up again eh?

Today is Saturday, May 1, the 120th day of 2010. There are 10 days until Part 1 of project and 244 days left in the year.

I just got in from BWW with Evin watching the OKC Thunder lose to the LA Lakers with .05 seconds on the clock. I’ve been doing some research Friday and I am happy to announce that I’ll have an announcement today.

VISTA, Calif. (AP) — It’s a bad break-up — in the sex doll business. A San Diego County jury says the ex chief operating officer of a sex doll company must pay his former employer nearly $300,000. Jurors decided this week that Matt Krivicke broke his contract when he started his own love doll firm. Now, Abyss Creations says it will seek a court  order preventing Krivicke from selling his life-sized sex dolls, called Yvette and Adam. Abyss claims the sex dolls were based on stolen information.