Today is Monday, May 3, the 123rd day of 2010. There are 8 days until Part 1 of project and 242 days left in the year.

Well 8 days left before project part 1 is started. As you might have read my previous post warning anyone of my mood today you are warned. I for some reason couldn’t get or go to sleep. I think I played over 30 games of solitaire and tried to wear myself out. Nothing worked so about 2am I said screw it and took a nice long hot/cold shower and went for food and then to work. I took my meds before I left the house and that was a bad idea I’m still light headed as of 5:30 and damn I’m tired. A co-worker that’s been out for 7 weeks on maternity leave decided she was going to call in sick. WTF you have had how many weeks away from work and you call in sick when were staffed for her to be here. Now everyone has to do their shows plus compile her shows. When everyone comes in at midnight it makes things hard to do for noon. I feel sorry for them if life in sweeps isn’t hard enough the added stress of a employee calling in sick doesn’t help. a 5 line rant on someone calling in sick that calls in more than I did before rehab.

Today is Sunday, May 2, the 122nd day of 2010. There are 9 days until Part 1 of project and 243 days left in the year.

Happy May 2nd.. my May 1st was a day of rest. I slept from the time of my last post 12:30 am until this post 7am Sunday. I guess to say straight thru is a exaggeration so I’ll disclose that I did wake up and eat then returned to bed. Anyway I dunno why I was so tired but it seems I was. Now I’ve got 3 days worth of growth  to shave off before church and in desperate need of a shower. On Friday night I had a conversation with someone that has had what I’m having done and it was interesting because she has the same doctor as I do. Was nice to see results from a random subject. I do feel bad for asking her 10x questions in front of her friend.  I guess I’ll get up and around and shave considering my alarm to get up is still 45min away but there is only so much laying still and gong into dreamland to much. You know its fucked when you have a dream about a dream you had earlier on. I hate dreaming that a dream is real..
So I hate it when I get up early for church because there isn’t anything to do once your shaven, showered, cleaned there is nothing to do until 8:15 when its time to leave so now I have a whole 45min to do nothing. UGH! *ding* brilliant idea.. I’m letting my alarm playlist play and my phone is really not happy with me. It’s announcing the time and vibrating and beeping while playing a great song by Ke$ha. I wonder what it does after 5 minutes. Trust me this is an alarm you really can’t sleep thru. I cheated and made my announcement to be yesterday so I could say “10” days. I’ve gotten 90% of my research done and have a very basic idea of “I’ll not have a idea until I’m in the chair”. Lets see if I can make this post any more random shall we? I had a dream that I went fishing in the nude, well needless to say I had a bad cast and hooked umm yea .. that YOUCH!.. The blood was enough to wake me up. You have any idea how hard it is to got back to sleep after you throw on the lights and examine the said hooked spot and then you realized it had to be a dream because in my whole life I’ve been fishing a total of 5 times and thats including Dicks pond. (no correlation’s please). Ok see I could take this blog to the sewer in a moments notice and please trust me you don’t want any visual. YIKES Justin Beiber just came on my playlist.. I’m now suddenly suicidal because omg my ears are now burning and the fresh smell of blood in my nose. I really need to find something to do rather than typing my every thought down on a blog because no one is bored enough to have read this far so I could in therory declair my love for NKOTB and no one would ever know..

Today is Saturday, May 1, the 120th day of 2010. There are 10 days until Part 1 of project and 244 days left in the year.

I just got in from BWW with Evin watching the OKC Thunder lose to the LA Lakers with .05 seconds on the clock. I’ve been doing some research Friday and I am happy to announce that I’ll have an announcement today.

Today is Friday, April 30, the 120th day of 2010. There are 245 days left in the year.

Happy payday. This week most of my $ goes to the big project that’s still on hold. This month was a 3 paycheck month so I have an extra paycheck to donate. Its Friday and I’m trying to get something to eat this morning because I sorta forgot to eat last night My hopes are that LT will pitch in for bagels and I’ll run and get them. I need to take my car to the dealership today to get the mirror worked on. I’m afraid they will have to replace the entire assembly and mirror which includes paint. I’m sure the $4 worth of paint will cost me a pretty penny. I dunno if the kids have any plans for tonight or not. I’m going to have nothing to do today so I might as well sleep. I can’t go to the gym due to storms this morning. Plus I have Nick Bender doing the 8am so Alan can jet for an event. I’m sure the graphics load will change for him plus he’s never worked with the new format. Work ended well and I was able to get home before the storms hit. I tried to take a nap with the sound of the pooring rain but it didn’t help at all. I’m probably going to go hang out @ BWW with Evin tonight to watch the Thunder and Lakers play. Got a note from Patrick that he might have found my mom a mothers day present so I’ve gotta call him when I know he’s awake. I hate that our schedules only mix on weekends not weekdays. I’m pondering how I’m going to tell the gym guy I’m giving my 30days notice. He’s really cool and such that I don’t want to give it up but the “new” has worn off and now I’m bored with it. I sure as hell hope I don’t get bored with my project when it starts back up. I have a tentative date for now and yes it would be my luck the only opening they have is SMACK DAB in the middle of sweeps. I dunno how I’m going to swing this being off for a few days and sweeps + severe weather season. I’ll release the new date once I get closer to the date because last time I got my hopes up and had them squished like a bug.