So today I start running late and have lunch with our owners.. Fun times.

I think it’s not fun that people judge me.

I’ve been so swamped with mom and work. I have taken a bit of leave from work and working for a few hours in the office and leaving by 6am. Quick summery.

Checked mom in Nov 14th and she came home Nov 21st and things were going good until December 9th when she started having issues so we re-admitted her to the CICU with a very bad infection and treated as MERSA until we got the blood cultures on the 11th to confirm it IS NOT MERSA but MSSA. This still made her classified as infectious and seperated from the others. On December 10th they put her back on the operating table and opened her up all the way again. Using TONS of antibiotic flush in several sites that were infected. Yesterday I transferred her to a LTAC (Long Term Acute Care) hospital for several weeks. Over this time I’ve been working on some days and going back to hospital at 5 or 6 AM. I’m back in the office today as the winter blast hits. If you are keeping up with my moms blog then you are all updated. I’ve had a brush with my past and am not going to rush these things. I’ll update again soon.. (before my birthday)

Well, this Saturday we get to know publicly the sex of .05%.

So I guess I need to work on my anti-baby allergies and think of all the stress 1% will be under as 1.5%. Brett is as happy as can be to learn to be a father as I adjust to support 1.5%.

So for voting I’m required to wear the color of shirt I think 0.5% is.

Tough choices lay ahead..

On a different note I think I’ve swept the last of the debris from my summer romance into Brittany’s vacuum in the wall of the salon. I’m doing weekly massages and trying to socialize more.. Hard to believe Madison is now 14. Some people are still convinced she’s my daughter. I have her card in my car but won’t cross paths soon to deliver it.

That’s all for today.. And the ghost is very faint, maybe it’s fog.
Be safe friends.
-j

AJ,

Welcome to WWS “weather widows syndrome” and the effect it has on relationships. I can say I loved you until you stopped giving me my space. When I asked I politely that you to back off twice you didn’t. Sadly this has caused unneeded stress in my life. If you wouldn’t be so pushy and forcing the “give me time” you would have gotten the hint.

Here’s how things are from now on:

You are blocked on Facebook, Not because of negative posts but I don’t want you in my life in any shape or form,

I request that you not attempt to contact me in any manner be it digital, physical or verbal. This is the only time I will request this. Any further communication will be taken as harassment and be dealt with as such.

I will be moving to a new pharmacy as will my family members so the chance of crossing paths is highly limited.

I wish you well in your future endeavors and pray your health issues are better controlled.

Finally, Please refrain from contacting me.

I wish you all the best on your family, school, work and health. I really do hope you hope you end up happy.

-jc

         Tip #3– Act Like You Have Some Sense-Don’t drink and drive.  Don’t post things on a personal blog or social network that will reflect badly on you, or us.  The old saying, “what you do on your personal time is your business” does not apply to journalists or anybody employed by a journalism organization.  This craft comes with strings attached that prevent you from expressing opinions, participating in political activities and taking stands on public issues.  The fleas come with the dog; accept that or find another way to earn a living.  When you are near a live camera or microphone, remember that whatever you say or do somebody can hear.

Funny how things people say, do, act, react, ignore and don’t give a shit.

Recently lots of things have been going on from helping my mom to retirement and getting all her pensions in line and setup for correct paperwork to getting wavers signed to allow me to administer her financial details on some things. I’ve gotten her a car with very low payments and she revealed that for the first time in years she’s passes semis with no problems. I got to thinking when I turn 65 will there be anything like social security and if not why should I pay it now if it’s an amenities for me and not going to be there?  Tomorrow is Monday and I have a busy morning booked with a massage at 10:30. I hope that I don’t feel beat up. My previous massage joint was kick assume and had the whole mood setup. I hope to get same.

I was given tickets for the heartland flyer train to Dallas an bus passes to hotel on the west end for 2 nights. Leave Friday on a party train stumble to hotel booked (king) then fair tickets and to tickets to the game with return ride on flyer. Might sell them.

Mom is out of town and I am having to get used to not having a truck in the driveway. Long day ahead and alarm set for 6hrs away.

G’night kids

P. S. Typed on phone expect errors.

We always lose the good producers and keep the flakes ones. Friday we said goodbye to Alex which was pretty sad because she has such a cool head and when 58 things are thrown at you she caught them all and she was a team player and someone good better fill her shoes.

I might start posting images and Facebook stuff here due to Facebook new policy’s. So be aware if some older posts get passwords. Just ask.

Yesterday would have been 12 years with #1. This time 12 years ago we were in Disney World on our honeymoon. Well that’s the highlight of our marriage. Today was a holiday and I had to work so I did some cleaning up my work area and odd jobs not directly tied to the show. Weekend well that classified. Lots of things coming up and I’m taking a few days off in part I want to goto church Wednesday night and sleep in Thursday and get my hair trimmed. Friday has some interesting options and I can disclose those.

Some people have asked about AJ and I thought I addressed this previously but here we go. AJ is a talented and hyper focused young lady. I believe that she put herself in my life for a reason but currently a relationship isn’t that reason. AJ has lots on her plate and I wish I could give examples but no one needs their issues aired to the world. I can say over the last few weeks of our relationship things got toxic and her plate got full fast. I have a natural wall that I try to protect myself and the toxicity levels were effectively hurting my work and own live. I did something I’ve only done once but this is the first time I’ve layer it all out. I told her I couldn’t handle this “relationship”.  AJ wasn’t happy and threw out a ton of options and ideas and left by saying I had a week.

So life sucks because I have a hole I opened now empty and if she gets her ducks in a row and timing and life comes together I would be more than willing to see what else is on that road. But right now there’s road closed signs.

I did contact her to see how things were going and she examined she was taking another semester off to work full time and do dancing at night which effectively killed my offer I was going to present. I pray for her and she gets her plate empty so she can play a round of disk golf.

There is only “1” person I have the slightest bit of interest in and she is a unicorn.

Cookout this Friday night I think we’re roasting 3 hogs. I think I’m going to start taking more days off now not in relationships so I don’t have to worry about booking around school.

Off to bed

Update: Alive