6 years without you. 7 years from the last day you were home. Dished from dinner are still there.
Welcome to my world
17
Jul
6 years without you. 7 years from the last day you were home. Dished from dinner are still there.
13
Jul
Tonight I called in for work. I really want to just disappear. I miss mom and just past the aviversery of Domino dying in my arms. So alone
11
Jul
Days slowly drift .. heat makes it uncontrollable and some don’t seem to care anymore.
18
Jun
Can’t sure because cell towers don’t have internet. No power and 100 degrees. Have 1 battery left.
18
Jun
Storm hit and back yard is full of shingles. Side of house missing siding and rain gutter detached and bent like a cherry stem. Really want to not deal with all this and just break the silence (neighborhood without power) and see who hears me detach my skull.
5
May
SI is getting bad again as mothers day rolls around. I’ve now stopped making plans past late June or July as for now I hope to be gone
28
Mar
Back to 1 shower a month it seems.
22
Mar
I’m only human till I break.
12
Mar
Miss my mom, house is empty, heart is cold. I’m so ready to cease
14
Jan
I see the light of the train.. the tunnel is to close to squeeze by.