SI is getting bad again as mothers day rolls around. I’ve now stopped making plans past late June or July as for now I hope to be gone
Welcome to my world
5
May
SI is getting bad again as mothers day rolls around. I’ve now stopped making plans past late June or July as for now I hope to be gone
28
Mar
Back to 1 shower a month it seems.
22
Mar
I’m only human till I break.
12
Mar
Miss my mom, house is empty, heart is cold. I’m so ready to cease
14
Jan
I see the light of the train.. the tunnel is to close to squeeze by.
2
Jan
The year many forgot. It hurts to be forgotten.
24
Dec
Nowhere to go. Nothing to do. Nobody who cares. Everyone has family or personal time. I guess I’m left alone.
12
Dec
Abby is 15 now.. she doesn’t need me. Nobody needs me.
22
Nov
The feeling I want to just die is back and growing in internal popularity. Maybe it’s the holidays, maybe it’s Cassie drifting away and being so alone. Just me and my mice. I hope some day I don’t wake up. I hope if I pull the trigger my finger doesn’t slip.
22
Sep
I’m broke, missing payments and in between checks. Maybe it’s time to go.
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