Mentally

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Im not doing well. Im so far behind im getting overwhelmed. I can’t catch up and I’m failing everyone because I just can’t do anything but sleep and work. Work is a giant blur. Come home and get out of breath from feeding cats. My house is overgrown even tho I have the poison and […]

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Feb

Abby 11th grade State

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Abby made it all the way to state and finished in her top 11 and top 3 in all her events. She did awesome and I’m so proud of her. She had a lot to overcome this season with the school not even having a pook they could use for 2 months forcing them to […]

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Feb

RFK wants me dead

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With RFK threatening to take away stimulants, benzos, SSRI’s. I would rather be dead than be put in some camp. I’m losing grasp on hope. Only hope I’m finding is that something kills me before I kill myself.

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Dec

CEO

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Maybe the killing of UHC was just a start. I want the CEO to think about them vying over and over, day by day. We should go after their children and spouses. Make them relive the loss and hurt every day they work. Maybe then they will learn. They don’t care about your children. Now […]

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Sep

Chest pain

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Today my body has been acting weird. Since 5pm and eating my stomach has acted like it’s hungry. I’ve fed it twice and still hurts. I have a tooth that’s also hurting and my body decided to purge all the waste today. Now I sit at 1230a and chest is tight with some discomfort. Ugh.

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Jun

So alone

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I’m paralyzed, I can barely function. I’m lucky to get up to pee. I’ve not showered in a week. Nobody has noticed I fell of the digital globe. I’m afraid to ask for help as I don’t want to burden anyone. I have no A/C and it’s averaging 95 degrees inside. I lay under a […]

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Jun