Except I’m not taking away my exits. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C9UfJWJ9kY

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Sometimes you need to print out checklists and maps of your future. I have 72 hours starting in 23hrs. Kinda gonna be easy to fail if there’s no repercussions.

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I’m in the lost amd found bin. I need someone to help get the horrible vines off my house and cut 2 very small trees. I need someone to help me remove trash from my house. I need to be able to sleep for 8 hours when im doing back to back shifts. I don’t […]

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Day 6 of 10 on stretch 1 ot 2. Really losing pace with reality. My eye sight has gone bloody south and left eye gets all blurry frequently that blinking makes ago away. 2 days ago work changed all our preferred names to our legal names and that sucked. Today it’s being fixed after several […]

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Things still looking bleak. Starting to notice exit signs more lately. I’ve not turned the turn signals on yet but have checked blinker fluid levels. I’ve mentioned my failing to adult to the 2 people I’d probably reach once I put the blinker on. Sadly both somewhat dismissed me as burning out from working long […]

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Im not doing well. Im so far behind im getting overwhelmed. I can’t catch up and I’m failing everyone because I just can’t do anything but sleep and work. Work is a giant blur. Come home and get out of breath from feeding cats. My house is overgrown even tho I have the poison and […]

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Abby made it all the way to state and finished in her top 11 and top 3 in all her events. She did awesome and I’m so proud of her. She had a lot to overcome this season with the school not even having a pook they could use for 2 months forcing them to […]

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With RFK threatening to take away stimulants, benzos, SSRI’s. I would rather be dead than be put in some camp. I’m losing grasp on hope. Only hope I’m finding is that something kills me before I kill myself.

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Maybe the killing of UHC was just a start. I want the CEO to think about them vying over and over, day by day. We should go after their children and spouses. Make them relive the loss and hurt every day they work. Maybe then they will learn. They don’t care about your children. Now […]

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Today my body has been acting weird. Since 5pm and eating my stomach has acted like it’s hungry. I’ve fed it twice and still hurts. I have a tooth that’s also hurting and my body decided to purge all the waste today. Now I sit at 1230a and chest is tight with some discomfort. Ugh.

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