Making a few detours to say see you next time.
Welcome to my world
22
Dec
Making a few detours to say see you next time.
16
Dec
Was told today I don’t matter. I once thought I didn’t and I reached a point where I thought I just might. Well fuck me. Apparently I’m not worth even a return txt. I get it when my mom doesn’t txt me back. But for another that’s a different story. Do I matter?
5
Nov
I’ve started giving away computers, monitors family airlumes and stopped paying bills. Man what a weight off my shoulders. I want to goto Utah to hug someone and kiss their forehead and maybe a trip to 1 other place to thank them for being there for me.
18
Oct
Fair is over and have no desire for Christmas or holidays. I really have noone to talk to anymore. Even when I call friends I get sent to voicemail. I just wait to die.
13
Sep
Did I just pass it?
19
Aug
The hour glass is slowly emptied
3
Aug
This person has a letter in my safe for when I kill myself.
27
Jul
I sorts tried but couldn’t get it done. Anyone who contacts help lines, copes, etc will be serving me a death warrant. Don’t do it.
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