Days slowly drift .. heat makes it uncontrollable and some don’t seem to care anymore.
Welcome to my world
11
Jul
Days slowly drift .. heat makes it uncontrollable and some don’t seem to care anymore.
18
Jun
Can’t sure because cell towers don’t have internet. No power and 100 degrees. Have 1 battery left.
18
Jun
Storm hit and back yard is full of shingles. Side of house missing siding and rain gutter detached and bent like a cherry stem. Really want to not deal with all this and just break the silence (neighborhood without power) and see who hears me detach my skull.
5
May
SI is getting bad again as mothers day rolls around. I’ve now stopped making plans past late June or July as for now I hope to be gone
28
Mar
Back to 1 shower a month it seems.
22
Mar
I’m only human till I break.
12
Mar
Miss my mom, house is empty, heart is cold. I’m so ready to cease
14
Jan
I see the light of the train.. the tunnel is to close to squeeze by.
2
Jan
The year many forgot. It hurts to be forgotten.
24
Dec
Nowhere to go. Nothing to do. Nobody who cares. Everyone has family or personal time. I guess I’m left alone.
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