We cut and kill flowers because we think they are beautiful. We cut and kill ourselves because we think we are not.
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2
Apr
So approaching my 2nd year of employment after going thru hell and having a job, having house almost free and clear. I’m about to be on the street again. Or hanging from a tree near a street. That is if I escape from quarantine.
6
Jun
From Twitter : Rough day yesterday and continued today. Depression sucks and helping others when I’m in my own rabbit hole makes me fall faster. I can’t say no when someone needs help. Yet can’t say yes when offered help.
20
Apr
Be advised this is my new work schedule. For those that don’t know I’m working with the Department of Education and in a secure environment where I can’t have a cellphone. So be advised.. My hours are for now as follows. Monday 12:30-9p Tuesday 11:30-9p Wednesday & Thursday 8:00-5:30p Friday 8:00-1:00p So lake […]
31
Mar
Well, I wasn’t doing great but had the chance if a good job and found that I had a decent IRS return due. I filed taxes and did what I hate doing and borrowed some of the due amount from a friend. In the weeks that followed I was denied employment because I apparently didn’t […]
4
Mar
Seems like being cut off is a trend.. Layer off and most friends and church have abandoned me except for the few I harass and those whom care genuinely… Before Christmas I was leaving for lunch with Cassie to discover I didn’t have water. It was taken care of but signaled a trend.. […]
18
Feb
So much hate, pain, anger, disappointment, and hurt. That’s just my life not the News. I have said before I look at FB to see how my friends, their children are advancing and fellow coworkers are. But so much political and infighting on here. I have my own battles to lose. I’ve given up on […]
29
Sep
Today was 14 hours..
28
Sep
Early 8a-1030p.. #spf30
24
Aug
It’s been 1 year since I watched you take your last breath and brushed your hair as we listened to wake up little Susie. They had the monitors muted so when you left everyone kinnda looked around and said a pray or figured out what to do next. Over the next 20 hours we would […]
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