I’m pretty much at the sport where it’s been months since I’ve gotten a hug weeks since I’ve eaten with someone and honestly I’m sick of it. I’ve tried to get out, I’ve tried to be better, I’ve tried. However all I do is fail. Earlier this spring I thought of suicide but the topic […]
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14
Jun
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30
May
Hearing cracks behind me with every step. The bridges are to cold to burn but the cold has made them brittle. Trying to find an escape.
2
May
Yes it will be a grace if I die. To exist is pain. Life is no desire of mine anymore. No more seat belts, looking both ways, speed limits, rules. Fuck this world.
1
May
Maybe my gift to my mom will crashing on her couch wherever I find her. May be early for my appointment.
14
Apr
I was able to make 1 of 3 apologies I owe people and this was the one weighting me for over a year. The other 2 I could care less about. Shopping around for discount pre-pay cremation services and trying to get the important stuff in the house marked should someone other than myself need […]
11
Apr
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31
Mar
No medication can make me happy. No amount of money can make me happy. Nothing seems to be working. www.vice.com/en/article/m7amgx/china-death-steel-furnace-stock-market www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9422277/Lee-Macmillan-viral-star-vanlife-travel-account-takes-life.html These are one case that even asking for help and receiving it failed. The guy jumping into a furnace is brilliant. No way to fail.
2
Mar
Do you ever tell people things in passing over a long period of time like.. “Oh, I’d open up all my social media if I started really getting dark” and a year later and nobody notices? Covid has made the recluse part easy. Distancing from almost everyone. I’ve not seen Cassie in over a year, […]
1
Mar
“If I commit suicide, it will not be to destroy myself, but to put myself back together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of violently reconquering myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipating the unpredictable approaches of God. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for the first […]
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