Did I just pass it?

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The hour glass is slowly emptied

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This person has a letter in my safe for when I kill myself.

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I sorts tried but couldn’t get it done. Anyone who contacts help lines, copes, etc will be serving me a death warrant. Don’t do it.

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It’s been 8 years since I’ve been intimate with anyone. It’s been 5 years since I kissed my mom goodbye as she started to code. It’s been 4 years since I’ve gotten a hug from Cassie, Leah or anyone really except Patrick. Aside from my moms goodbye kiss I’ve not had a real kiss in […]

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How unhappy does one have to be before living seems worse than dying?

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Yes it will be a grace if I die. To exist is pain. Life is no desire of mine anymore.

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5 days after payday. Paying only bills I’m at 30.00 and the 15th I get got with 600 and 224 withdrawal that’s not there. I missed two weeks of work because my alleged suicide attempt. This is why people kill themselves. The weight and stress of waiting for the world to crash down. Want to […]

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I’m out. 13 days to payday and anyone that’s helping me doesn’t get that I went a full 2 weeks without a check and in order to keep power on I had to make arrangements and pay those. I’m ready about to give up. I was going to disappear for a while but can’t even […]

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