I think I’m bi-polar the way these weeks are going.
Found a awesome drug combo to get high if I ever wanted to. Again I’m not in it for that but nice to know I can see flying dragons and people floating around me for 8 hours if i decrease 1 dose and double another.
Friday was fun, worked late then went flying to several football games I had a lunch/movie date (friend) planned but again she bailed. Flew to a few games sat down at one and watched some football then went to another game. Hit 170mph coming home with a kick ass tail wind.
I just took my normal everyday prescribed dose of drugs and slept ok. Woke up about 4am and took another Lunesta and a IDGAFSAM drug and ended up drunk off my ass. And I had to be at work at 11. was not fun. I mean yes its fun to take 2 pills and instantly be drunk but not the needing to work soon part. I have my own personal tech support person now I think.
Its 2:29 and I’m taking a new combo to see what it does. I swear someone said I was abusing drugs but if I count all my pills they balance out. I just take them at the wrong times and the wrong dosages. I have found my IDGAFSAM drug is better in a lower dose then prescribed which is weird. I would think it would be polar opposite.
Life is still sucks and I’m really going to hate life next month with so much time off work. I really should have balanced my vacations better. But in TV you can only take time off when not in sweeps and not in severe weather season or installing new equipment season. It sucks.
Ok this combo is a small one but a never tried and including a drug leftover from a previous doctor so this sould be fun =) Now weekends like this where I play is called abusing but I’m not doing it to get high just to see what happens. I’ll never do the same combo 2x unless i find the perfect sleep combo. then I’m set for life.
enough blogging for today
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