Today has been bi-polar.. I’ve had prayers answered and I’ve had nobody to pray with. Tonight I feel my church failed me. Not just one item either. I was disrespected and used as a joke, ignored by those that knew I needed help, left feeling like I was is a room full of people and I wasn’t visible. I wonder if I would have screamed if anyone would have heard me? I felt as if I was vanishing to the point not even my own pastor whom passed me 6 times before service (I was 30min early) stopped to ask about mom or my blessing I got today to answer my own prayers. I know the staff was aware of both yet nothing… I’m sure they didn’t mean to but tonight I needed my church and it wasn’t there for me. My small group friends were occupied and have no hard feelings and if I wasn’t in tears when I left service I would have snagged them before I left since they were cleaning up..
God please watch over my mom tomorrow.
-jc
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