Today is Sunday, April 25, the 115th day of 2010. There are 250
days left in the year.
Had a hell of a time sleeping last night since I woke up several times and had a bitch of a time going back to sleep. I woke up and went to church alone because Cassie is running in a marathon in OKC. I saw mystery girl today and verified again she has a band on her ring finger I will be stepping back and not lusting after her anymore. I will however introduce myself without worrying about rejection ;).
I had a great idea for my sweeps package and came home to research it. Today turned out to be an odd day and I’m yet to discover why I went from happy to seriously EMO this evening. I’m not really at a loss but more of a blah. I’ve been every so excited about the girl at church, girl at work, girl another place. But in the matter of 72hrs It’s all been blown to bits. I hate to say that it takes a girl to make me happy but I think more or less the possibilities. I’ve not really gone EMO on this public blog but those from the old one know I’m nowhere near what I’ve been and I’m in a total turn around from the last 5 years but for some reason while surfing the net out on the back deck under the sun trying to read my screen it hit me that I am about to undertake a life changing project and I’m not sure how I feel about that. The small stuff going on really adds to it with sweeps starting Thursday also starting 3 new projects Monday and a week full of long days and severe weather before the weekend i guess its overwhelming. I hope I get so engrossed in my work I totally forget about my social life because I really need to get one again. I rarely go on a me o’ me rant but today is my allotted EMO rant. Now I’m going to goto bed and sleep for a few hours and if true to the past week wake up about 10pm and toss-turn until 2 just to wake up at 2:30 for work. I have a 9:15 meeting, 2:25 meeting and a 3pm meeting tomorrow. God this week is going to blow.
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