So someone decided to report my Twitter account as not mentally well and they care about my digital well-being so for my followers and my own self I’m limited to what I can post now.. beautiful. So this site gets 1 unique IP hit a day or week and the rest are bots. They always talk about the radio signal in Russia that transmits garbage 24/7 for decades as a dead man’s trigger. You cut the signal in turn notify everyone that Russia or the protected site has been compromised.
This page is sort of that and up till September of 2018 I kept a suicide note set to publish every Friday and if I forgot to set the date to the next week or 2 weeks someone a ghost once would tap me on the shoulder. See back then there were many ways to reach me FB, Twitter, Insta, IRC, txt etc.. I’ve all but abandoned FB and even my alt has only 3 friends. Sometime back I altered my letter with my final instructions to remove suicide from any of it because quite frankly I wasn’t the happiest kid but I didn’t want to die yet.
Yet..
I think over the next few days or week I need to update my instructions to the 3 people I give a shit about. 1 of them is my dead man’s signal and the other 2 are the only family I have. 2 of them know if something even accidentally goes south to contact someone they don’t know how to contact. Trust me the moment my heart stops it will be known. I once said I can talk anyone off a ledge and many can attest thats true. But you can’t stare into a mirror and tell yourself lies.
Thanksgiving is coming up and I’m already telling people who which me a happy Thanksgiving “thanks for forcing my ancestors out of their homes” maybe I’ll get told to stop it closer to the holidays.
Till then.
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